Dozing off into 

a world,

a world that isn't mine. 

Your world. 

Sunny days with

rainy clouds.

A candle in a

blinded room 

type of world. 

A world filled with

WINE poisoned wine, 

the type of wine we drank together. 

I still drank it,

the wine

knowing that it would

KILL ME. 

Assumed you would

save the little girl 

inside me

But you watched,

I cried,

looking at you 

I dreamed. 

I sobbed,

not because I wanted

I had nowhere else 

to go 

but to you

just you. 

You were ME 

and I was 

YOU.

Still, I close my eyes

with love

as you

watch me 

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